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so, they made this documentary about us last year, after the shooting, before i came back on staff. it follows the life of 5 dtsers during the boarders dts. its complicated to really explain it all, but the documentary is done and is being pitched at a bunch of film festivals. HBO and AandE are really interested in it, so it may very well come to a television set near you. but...it is us. our good our bad and everything in between. I cant wait to be able to show it to those of you who wonder just what i do. watching it tonight  made me remember...remember why i came back, why i am here at all. i was here the week of the shooting and it shook me. the documentary starts off with tiff in her dts giving her testimony. she starts by sharing a bit of her life then they fast forward to the 911 call from charlie and then goes through this whole dts and then it ends with tiff saying "i dont know what the lord has for me in the future, but i am just going to trust, trust him with my life."  little did she know three years ago that she had done just that...and died that december night, and no one or no thing will be the same since. i know i am not.