the waiting game

i played the waiting game for some time now. waiting for life to happen. waiting to grow out of this "stage". waiting for my life to start. waiting to take the next step, open the next door. i got pushed through that door earlier this year to find nothing but...you guessed it, another waiting room. now i am back to the waiting game. wait till christmas? wait till spring? i dont know...but i keep waiting. i wonder if all this waiting will always lead to more waiting?

i cannot...

think of the possibility of a mccain/palin presidency. watch the katie couric interview. it is still blowing my mind. heres a bit.