death

yesterday i was thinking about hope today...death. i got a text at 530 this morning from michele. my phone was in my pocket and i could hear it but was at work. later i looked down, flipped the phone open to see this text... "i dont know if your working or not, call me. francesca commited suicide." my mouth dropped to the floor. i call michele immediatly to find out that she had hung herself in the middle of the night. her boyfriend john found her. her kids were at her parents. i cant begin to wrap my brain around this. or write any deep thoughts. my thoughts have left me