its the small things

i am continually amazed at how this life turned out. i am scared to death half of the time... the half that i am not thoroughly enjoying this ride. but i fear things that i know i really need not to. and that's a challenge. i wonder if that trust thing will always be an issue for me. i think trust would not be as powerful if it wasn't able to overcome fear? i have come to the realization that life is an ongoing lesson in trust. a lesson that i have become more and more aqauinted with